Waiting... to be born again
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain
Waiting for the day when I will crawl away
Nothing is what I feel
Waiting... for the drugs to make it real
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away
Waiting... to be disciplined
Aching... for your nails across my skin
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away

[Porcupine Tree - Waiting]

In the corner beside my window
There hangs a lonely photograph
There is no reason
I'd never notice a memory that could hold me back

There is a wound that's always bleeding
There is a road I'm always walking
And I know you'll never return to this place

Gone two days without talking
There is a comfort in silence
So used to losing all ambition
Struggling to maintain what's left

Once undone, there is only smoke
Burning in my eyes to blind
To cover up what really happened
Force the darkness unto me.

[Opeth - Hope leaves]

Here I am again, writing from what once was an untidy balcony, and now is the place I've ever dreamed of - a full-equipped, semi-professional music workstation.

My gear list:

Core:

• My brain;
• Computer #1: iMac 24", 2,66 ghz Intel Core 2 Duo | 4GB DDR3| 640 GB;
• Soundcard: Presonus Firebox;
• Computer #2: old Ahtlon 3500+ [I keep it as media center];

Controllers:

• Korg nanoKONTROL [usb];
• Korg nanoPAD [usb];

Keyboards:

• Roland JP-8000 Synthesizer;

Monitoring:

• Speakers: Yamaha HS-50M;
• Headphones: AKG 240 Monitor;

Working on the first tunes at the moment - hope I can let you hear something soon.